To the love of my life

So.....

I have never had a blog before so I have no clue what to write or what I am suppose to put. But, I wanted to write down my feelings to my beautiful soon to be wife. I wanted to just express how I feel towards her and how she makes me feel.

So......

My love is the one who makes my life complete, she is the one that keeps me going throughout my life. She is the woman of my dreams, the one that I never thought I would receive, but God Blessed us together the first time & I had messed it up. But, through God we were given a second chance, and this is a chance that has brought us closer together than ever before. I am sure that I drive her crazy sometimes with my high sex drive and other little things, but when we are together we forget all our difference and just enjoy our time together.

Clair is so special to me that I want nothing more than for her to be my wife til death due us part. I feel that sometimes she doesnt deserve, because she is so smart, beautiful, and everything that I never thought I could get. She is really, honestly, everything I have ever dreamed up. And it just seems to good to be true, but I know that God has awesome things planned for us and I cannot wait for them to start.

I want to be here for her and support her the best to my ability. I know that it wont be easy for me and her at the beginning, but I know that we will eventually get ahead of the game and be fine. She has already gotten a job and I want her to keep that job, because where she is at she will be set for life. I am just afraid that it will be very hard for me to get certified, and I dont want her to have to be the one to support me. I know that her family wouldnt be happy about that, plus I would feel bad about having to have her work hard to make the money while I am home being househusband. I know that I will be preaching around places once I get that certification too, and that will help bring in money, plus I will substitute teach. But how long will I have to survive off of subbing for 1 year, 2 years, 3, who knows!

All I know is that I want Clair Ellen Collins to become Clair Ellen Nau!! I want nothing more than for us to make a wonderful family together and be great parents. I know that things will work out, but I just hope that she knows I am working as hard as I can and will continue to work as hard as I can to support you and everything you do! I love you Clair forever and always, til death due us part!