Snow!!

When you have snowfall that is the most it has been since before I was born, it makes it hard to prepare for this. It is hard to prepare for snow when you havent gotten more than a foot all winter for the past 15 years or more! I moved into a house clear back in the woods not worrying about snow because we havent had alot come down at once in many many years.

I am very mad because I am afraid I wont be able to get out today, when I have an interview for a management position. I am afraid to call and say I cant make it due to snow because I havent been able to make it many other days due to the snow. I figured I will at least try to get out and see how far I can get before I get stuck. I have to say that things are crazy this winter, many things have happened that I had prayed would, and it did.

What do I mean by this? Well first lets start with the first thing I had hoped, and I had hoped that I would get a house and move out of my dorm room and away from the college. Well in mid-november this happened, and I have even gotten a job to help pay my bills and I have even gone ahead of my bills except for stupid verizon which wont accept my online payments, dumb. Secondly, I prayed for Clair and I to get back together, and through all that I went through and messed up, it happened! Which I am very excited about, and cant wait to spend the rest of my life with her. Third, I prayed that I would be moving on to the next area with the love of my life, and I know that I have been being prepared to leave my church.

How has this been happening? What has been being prepared? Well, first off I was wondering what I would do about youth, cause I love those kids and being up in the youth service. Well, after about the beginning of the year we discussed about me staying down on the floor to focus on revival and not have to worry about youth, so that took care of that. Secondly, what to do about the revival, how will it go with out anyone taking anniciative but me? God has told me to sell this revival to the church and make them want to be a part of it, so that is what I have done and hasnt quite taken affect yet, but Pastor said, "these people are slow about catching on to things." So, they will begin to focus more once I am gone. Third, What about the bible study I run? Well there is a new couple who just came to the church that used to run a youth bible study at the last church they were at, so they can take over. Lastly, Where would me and my sweetheart go, we dont have a place? Just this past month me and Clair went and looked at apartments because she got a full time job in Somerset, PA, so these past 2 weeks she found the one that she liked, so she will be having her own place soon, so that is a possibility to move in there with her.

Well the Lord is treating me and Clair really well. He has answered both our prayers and things are excellent in our relationship, at least from my point, but I think she is happy too. Thanks for reading my Blog and hope it keeps you entertained and shows how God can answer prayers and always prepares us for something new.

To the love of my life

So.....

I have never had a blog before so I have no clue what to write or what I am suppose to put. But, I wanted to write down my feelings to my beautiful soon to be wife. I wanted to just express how I feel towards her and how she makes me feel.

So......

My love is the one who makes my life complete, she is the one that keeps me going throughout my life. She is the woman of my dreams, the one that I never thought I would receive, but God Blessed us together the first time & I had messed it up. But, through God we were given a second chance, and this is a chance that has brought us closer together than ever before. I am sure that I drive her crazy sometimes with my high sex drive and other little things, but when we are together we forget all our difference and just enjoy our time together.

Clair is so special to me that I want nothing more than for her to be my wife til death due us part. I feel that sometimes she doesnt deserve, because she is so smart, beautiful, and everything that I never thought I could get. She is really, honestly, everything I have ever dreamed up. And it just seems to good to be true, but I know that God has awesome things planned for us and I cannot wait for them to start.

I want to be here for her and support her the best to my ability. I know that it wont be easy for me and her at the beginning, but I know that we will eventually get ahead of the game and be fine. She has already gotten a job and I want her to keep that job, because where she is at she will be set for life. I am just afraid that it will be very hard for me to get certified, and I dont want her to have to be the one to support me. I know that her family wouldnt be happy about that, plus I would feel bad about having to have her work hard to make the money while I am home being househusband. I know that I will be preaching around places once I get that certification too, and that will help bring in money, plus I will substitute teach. But how long will I have to survive off of subbing for 1 year, 2 years, 3, who knows!

All I know is that I want Clair Ellen Collins to become Clair Ellen Nau!! I want nothing more than for us to make a wonderful family together and be great parents. I know that things will work out, but I just hope that she knows I am working as hard as I can and will continue to work as hard as I can to support you and everything you do! I love you Clair forever and always, til death due us part!